The last two weeks have been busy.  Several trips to Mayo clinic but also Easter egg dying, plenty of yard work, sheep shearing, play dates, school projects, birthday parties and Earth Day road clean up too.

It's funny how even with the knowledge that the time has come again to do something decisive about this cancer, we can go about out days holding fear and contentment together as one.  After two and half years it's difficult to separate the two.  I've learned to live with both.

Tuesday we go back to Mayo and Andy will have surgery to remove one of the lung tumors for DNA sequencing in hopes of finding a trial drug.  We expect the surgery to go smoothly and the recovery to be fairly quick.  Then we wait on testing results.  We'll keep you posted.

In the meantime we'll continue to love this life.  Because waiting really doesn't make sense when what we have is the moment now.